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Today I got some news that made me glad, and even more terrified than I was to begin with. I’ve got this plan you see, and while I can’t tell you the details, it’s been weighing on my mind the past few weeks, waiting to be executed. And while it serves no purpose to think about it anymore than I have, I find myself mulling it over day and night, mostly night to be honest. I’m nervous. Extremely nervous. But I’m used to that feeling of nervousness. It’s something that I’ve lived with in various situations, a state of nervous anticipation. Half excitement, half fright.
But today I heard some news that made me smile. It was good to hear. Nothing major, just a little bit on how someone was doing, and it made me happy, but it also has me shaking I’ll be honest. I’ve talked before about how I have a tendency to try and keep more passionate emotions buried, repressed even. And that’s how it is today, I’m in a state of sort of repressed terror. From good news. Jesus Christ what is wrong with me?
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murphyslawistrue reblogged this from megglez and added:
No, nothing cancerous, just something derpy I’m about to do.
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